I am not the only one who
THINKS
or most certainly
F          E          E          L          S
I    T.          .          .

But I keep looking for the rest of Summer
as soon as the last sparkler loses its sparkle
on the 4th of July
which got me to thinking about things
a little beyond Summer
and this one Summer of 2023
being the last one any of us will
ever live.        .       .
h      e      n      c      e:

100 Summers                                               

100 Summers from now
I’ll be gone
and so will everyone
I know and love
(and you too, dear reader)
My name won’t be
remembered or spoken
The Okay-ness
of this is that after
100 Summers gone
is there’ll be as many
Falls, Winters and Springs
taking their places as
100 Seasons before
without much explanation
(recently written for a 15 poems in 10 day challenge for local gems)

Uhhhhhhhhh
days gone by
are never really days
g  o  n  e.        .        .        .

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James Crews is a poet who teaches Poetry at the University at Albany and lives on a organic farm with his husband in Shaftsbury, Vermont.  Each Friday he posts a poem, sometimes one of his own that serves as more than just some mere Poetry Prompt.  He recently posted this: I’ve been sitting with this very short but very powerful poem by Jane Hirshfield ever since a dear friend passed it along to me earlier in the week. It speaks to the season so many of us might find ourselves inhabiting, not only that of autumn, but a moment of loss and transition during which we’re asked to accept such changes as necessary, and perhaps even sacred. In this poem, she invites us to see each shedding tree as an icon, “thinned/back to bare wood,/without diminishment.” And there is almost a haiku-like quality to those final three lines that urges us toward deeper contemplation of the richness inherent in these wooden beings. Perhaps what we see as loss and a kind of death each year as fall comes is really just wind and weather having worshipped the trees so much they are returned to their basic essence. In this way, we might reframe any difficult season when we are worn back to our essential selves as holy, worthy of worship for the way such trying times allow us to become something new. Autumn by Jane Hirshfield Again the wind flakes gold-leaf from the trees and the painting darkens— as if a thousand penitents kissed an icon till it thinned back to bare wood, without diminishment. Invitation for Writing & Reflection: How might you reframe a difficult season in your own life as sacred or holy, seeing how you were worn back to the truest version of yourself even while in pain?  It prompted me to write in kind: FALLING And just like that Summer fell into a colorfully crisp confetti of blazenous colors that never reached the ground Flutterings into what can’t always be planted but never fails to be garnered in whatsoevers that find us all softly soaringly sheltered in a cooling uplifting Breath A heavenly satisfied Sigh May this Fall Season bring you lots of Oooooh and A W E

 

He’s one of the few people in the World
where his picture says his name
and his name brings his
L I K E N E S S
to mind
WHO IS
ALEX TREBEK
When he died this past Sunday
the accolades began pouring in
from all of the major news sources
and so many
fans
friends
former contestants. . .
Alex Trebek, whose 36-year run as the host of Jeopardy!cemented him as a legend among television hosts, died on Nov. 8, 2020 at the age of 80—more than a year after he was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer.

“Jeopardy! is saddened to share that Alex Trebek passed away peacefully at home early this morning, surrounded by family and friends,” per a statement from the show. “Thank you, Alex.”

Alex, who hosted the famed quiz show since its revival in 1984, announced in March 2019 that he’d received the diagnosis in a video to fans, and acknowledged the low survival rates of the disease. The five-year survival rate for pancreatic cancer is 10%, according to the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network.

One year after revealing his diagnosis, Trebek shared an update on his health in another video to fans posted in March 2020.

“The one-year survival rate for Stage 4 pancreatic cancer is 18%,” he said. “I’m very happy to report I’ve just reached that marker.” 

Trebek’s update came after he said in September 2019 that he was undergoing chemotherapy again after a setback in his recovery. Fighting cancer for a full year took a toll, Trebek said, and put on him a physical and mental burden.

“There were some good days, but a lot of not-so-good days. I joked with friends that the cancer won’t kill me, the chemo treatments will,” he said. Giving up, however, would have been a “betrayal” of his wife, other cancer patients and Trebek’s faith in God, he said.

A staple of American TV, the husband and father of two children was known to legions of fans who tuned in each day to watch him stoically give clues to Jeopardy! contestants vying for their shot.

Born in Sudbury, Ontario, in 1940, Trebek attended the University of Ottawa and graduated with a degree in philosophy in 1961. He had an early interest in television, and worked at the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation (CBC) while still in college. His hosting career took off in the early 1960s with the CBC, where Trebek served as both newscaster and sportscaster. By 1973, having exhausted most of the opportunities available in Canada, Trebek arrived in the U.S. to host the game show The Wizard of Odds—an opportunity he long credited to the actor Alan Thicke, who tapped Trebek for the spot.Double Dare host Alex Trebek, in 1976. 

About 10 years after that, Trebek’s chance to be a true TV personality came up: Jeopardy!. The show, which had its own tricky history, came back in 1984 with Trebek as its host after previous iterations of the game show had been cancelled twice before. 

These days, Jeopardy! is appointment viewing. But Trebek, in his early days on the show, had to convince viewers to watch. Jeopardy!faced “absurd” time slots, CNN reported on the show’s 50th anniversary, and some local stations pulled the show altogether. Producers at one point pressured Trebek to dumb down the questions to make the game easier on contestants. It took significant fine-tuning for Trebek to make the show into his own. Jeopardy host Alex Trebek in 1984. 

As Jeopardy! host, Trebek became more than a man who read out questions and offered, in his patient tone, the correct answers when none of the contestants could get to them on time. Jeopardy! became a cultural phenomenon, and Trebek with it—showing up on hit shows from The Simpsons to Seinfeld. And Will Ferrell playing a mustachioed Trebek battling with Darrell Hammond’s Sean Connery has been etched in the memory of Saturday Night Live fans. Jeopardy!itself made its own news: In 2019, the contestant James Holzhauer won $2.4 million, and falling just short of the previous record holder, Ken Jennings, who shot to fame when he won 74 games in a row and earned more than $2.5 million, in 2004.

Of being the host of Jeopardy!, Trebek told New York magazine in 2018 that he approached the role by stepping out of the spotlight. 

“You have to set your ego aside,” he said. “The stars of the show are the contestants and the game itself. That’s why I’ve always insisted that I be introduced as the host and not the star.” 

Trebek exemplified the qualities that make for a solid Jeopardy! host with a wry sense of humor and a tone of voice that shifted ever-so-slightly to signal to contestants his disappointment or when they bungled an answer or joy, when they got something right. This was on purpose, he said. 

 In the year before his death, Trebek appeared to be at peace with his fate. “I’m not afraid of dying,” he told CTV News in October 2019. “I’ve lived a good life, a full life, and I’m nearing the end of that life…if it happens, why should I be afraid of that?”Alex went on to say, “I realize that there is an end in sight for me, just as there is for everyone else…when I do pass on, one thing they will not say at my funeral is, ‘Oh, he was taken from us too soon.’” 

QUITE A FINAL JEOPARDY,
h u h. . . ?

T H I S
I was on my walk
THAT SUNDAY AFTERNOON
when I got this news. . .
I literally stopped in mid step
in the middle of
T H I S
and when I looked up
I saw Nature’s Confetti
the sky was full of
swirling
gently
FALLING
l e a v e s

which brought me to
T H I S
The Blue backdrop sky
Drops Back
confettied leaves
that float ever so delicately
as they whisper
without rushed wind
I AM STILL HERE
I AM STILL
I AM
I
until they collect painlessly
with a colorful desegregated congregation
on the gracious
ever accepting
comforting padded
earth

to be held
not so much
for an ever
as but for a mere Season
that’ll have them all
r e s u r r e c t e d
into a Spring
back onto a naked limb
that sprouts them
to begin anew
all over
for an endless
again. . .

FINAL JEOPARDY
We’ve been born
with a sexually transmitted disease
that’s terminal
L I F E
which has the overly simple Math of
1 out of 1 of us
dying
(to live)
. . .so that those who love us
can be grateful they invested
THAT LOVE
for the tears
for the grief
for the sadness
for the sense of loss
which the
THAT LOVE
made possible
and has us ultimately uttering
THANK YOU
and not
good-bye

We’ve all heard Charlie Brown’s
THE GREAT PUMPKIN
which
hard to believe
came out in 1959. . .

The Great Pumpkin is a holiday figure in whom only Linus van Pelt believes. According to Linus, the Great Pumpkin flies around bringing toys to sincere and believing children on Halloween evening. Every year, Linus sits in a pumpkin patch (a place Linus believes is the most sincere and lacking in hypocrisy) on Halloween night waiting for the Great Pumpkin to appear. Invariably, the Great Pumpkin fails to turn up, but a humiliated yet undefeated Linus stubbornly vows to wait for him again the following Halloween. Linus acknowledges the similarities between the Great Pumpkin and Santa Claus, the existence of which Linus considers to be ambiguous (in the television special, Linus tells Charlie Brown he’ll stop believing in the Great Pumpkin when Charlie Brown stops believing in Santa Claus, while writing to the Great Pumpkin that Santa Claus has better publicity). Charlie Brown attributes Linus’s belief in the Great Pumpkin to “denominational differences”. . .

My favorite quote from THE GREAT PUMPKIN
is near the end when Linus proclaims:
“THERE ARE THREE THINGS I HAVE LEARNED TO NEVER DISCUSS WITH PEOPLE: RELIGION, POLITICS, AND THE GREAT PUMPKIN.”

There are a lot of lessons that can be learned
walking around in a Pumpkin Patch. . .
There’s lots of different sizes, shapes and forms of age and decline

Maybe one of the greatest one:
WE ARE HERE FOR THE CHOOSING
AND TO BE CHOSEN

A N D

when it’s time to
G O
it’s always better
HAND in HAND

Back early in the Spring

I had a fleeting thought of

photographing/videoing

a tree that didn’t quiet explode

with leaves

beside one that

D       I       D

and I never

N          O          T          I          C          E          D

o           n          e

I wasn’t looking

expecting

noticing

seeing

recognizing

a tree with no leaves

beside a tree that was full of one

and then in the FALL

right before me

the magical

the quite-unexpected happened right before me:

A      TREE      WITHOUT      LEAVES

Sharing nakedly beside two beside and one behind

that hadn’t even changed color yet

let alone shed its leaves.          .          .

Maybe it’s the most paradoxical question of all time:

DO       YOU       ALWAYS       NOTICE       WHAT       YOU       RECOGNIZE ?

Sunday morning I was walking to my car and

I’m not sure if I saw it or it

 J                     U                     M                     P                     E                     D

into      my      eyes

but  at  least  for  this

O N C E     U P O N     A     T  I  M  E

.          .          .this one sacred moment

I recognized what I noticed:

a modern moment parable

gratefully

r     e     c     e     i     v     e     d 

and now humbly

s       h       a       r       e       d :

If you have a chance to

notice or recognize

eliminate the  CHOICE  and

DO  BOTH.        .        .

R E  C O G N I Z E

N    O   T   I   C   E

and at least in this case

WHEN    YOU    FIND    YOURSELF    EMBARRASSINGLY    BARE

SURROUND    YOURSELF    WITH    THAT    WHICH    ISN’T !